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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 24, 2006 16:08:34 GMT -5
"You? And me?" He started laughing, shaking his head in amusement. "Out of the question Zora. I've already smashed all of those feelings a long time ago while I was away and had time to think about everyone in my life. I just don't enjoy feeling much anymore, not like I used to. Besides, you're a mom. Were in two totally different levels of our lives. It wouldn't work even if I wanted to. That's just how it is."
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 24, 2006 16:13:28 GMT -5
She laughed, "I said I was kidding. As much as I would love for you to tell me you loved me and wanted to make babies with me. I know it wont happen. I just know you dont love me like that. I'm not disappointed by it anymore. But on that note I will say how will you know if you never have tried?" She yawned, "I still dont see what my being a mother has to do with it. But if thats what holding it all back, I'd chose my son over you Alder. Dorian made me grow up and I love him for it. But when you do fall in love she better be right for you. I wont accept her if she isnt the best for you. But asl long as your happy then that will do." She smiled again and sunk down into the water for a moment, letting teh warmth of the springs wash away anything she might feel at the moment.
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 24, 2006 16:17:14 GMT -5
"I don't know. I guess?" He shrugged. "I don't know really what I'm supposed to say to all that but I did try. Once. And obviously it didn't work so I never tried again but stay to your son, I wouldn't want it any other way and not even my mother of Niessa can tell me who's right for me, so don't think you can. I won't even let Rionos do that, and I was the one who tried to tell him Niessa was the wrong girl." He stuck his tongue out playfully. "I knew he wouldn't listen though. He's head over heels in love with my sister and that's fine by me."
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 24, 2006 16:21:33 GMT -5
She came back up and moved a bit closer, "Alder you didnt try. In your mind you did, but I never saw it. If I did then maybe things would be different. But it's fine. I am happy just being friends. You will always be my friend. As for telling you whose right, I'm not. Like I said if she makes you happy then I am happy." She eyed him for a moment, "You did? Wow I never knew that. I always thought you tried getting him and Niessa together. Perhaps it just made him like her even more. And now look what it got us. Those too make me sick sometimes. They are worse then my parents and that is saying something."
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 24, 2006 16:24:20 GMT -5
"Rionos is a combination of Vandos and Maezyl. I mean, look at me and Niessa, were a combination of our parents, so yeah. My father always said I was more like my mother, you know, emotionless." He laughed. "It's what puts me and him at odds sometimes, I guess, but were still father and son and I love my father and he loves his son. That's what he can't get with Niessa, a son. I'm his son, and no one can take that away, except of course the new baby, but that's not until when he's older. I'll be stronger by then, stronger than I am now." he laughed totally ignoring what she said about his trying.
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 25, 2006 8:12:18 GMT -5
"Yeah he is. But looks like he got their power as much as their lovey doveyness. Niessa is just as much your mother as you are. She just chooses to show emotion. Your mother isnt as emotionless as you think. I see her when she is with the babies, or with you and Niessa, hell she shows emotion to her family. Maybe not the rest of teh world but to those she loves." She watched him and smiled, "Of course you will. We will all be stronger. But even when the new baby gets older it wont be the same. Your his first born. The first he had with your mother, you will always be the first son. I love Dorian and I will never love him no less if and when I have another child. IT wont change, it will be differnet though. Because whomever's child it is, it would be a willing pregnancy. Not one brought about by a destructive act. But Dorian will always be number one." She noticed he ignored what she said, but she didnt care. Had she saw some inclination in the past that he had feelings for her, then perhaps things would be different now. But life never goes the way you plan. She melted into the water next to him, thinking for a few moments. Then as a thought formed in her head she sat back up and looked at him. She no longer simply saw him as the boy she had loved but as a man she had just as easily fallen for. She brought her hand up and without thinking ran it over the bottom part of a scar the ran the length of his face and again with just as little thought leaned over and kissed him softly. She pulled away slightly and blushed, "Just wanted to see what it felt like."
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 25, 2006 12:27:51 GMT -5
Alder simply nodded at what she was saying and every now and then let out a grunt of disagreement or agreement. "My mother is who she is. And my father doesn't see me or Niessa as a first born really. Were all his children. Were all pretty much equal, all have a fair chance. I'm not number one, but neither is Niessa, even though she sort of is, because she's the only girl." Then she kissed him and he touched his lips, and eyed her in silence. That was unexpected. "Well, how did it feel? I doubt it's what you expected, and it couldn't possibly be more than you expected because I didn't even kiss back." He laughed a little.
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 25, 2006 13:52:52 GMT -5
"You know what I mean Alder. I mean you will never want for anything. None of you will and neither will Dorian. It just isnt how some parents do it. I know there are some who would trade their daughters for money. My real mother is one of them. But your sister and your brother and you yourself your all well loved." She couldnt quite grasp the right words to explain what she ment, but she could only hope he got what she said. She smiled at him and his silence then laughed, "It felt nice. No nothing like I would hope. But I'll take what I can get. And it was just a spur of the moment urge." She settled back into the water next to him, "Would you have?" She had always wondered what a full on kiss from him would feel like. Would it curl her toes? Send shivers up her spin? Or would it just discredit any feeling she had for him? She doubted the last but she still wondered.
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 25, 2006 21:28:18 GMT -5
"Ok?" He shrugged. "I don't know, whatever everyone's opinion is, it differs and all of that." He was confused and thinking about all of this was rather frustrating to him. "Well, I'm done with this topic. It's making me sick." He sighed and then looked at her. "I wouldn't have kissed you back. That ends that topic as well." Alder was just in one of his sudden moods and closed his eyes and took a deep breath
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 25, 2006 21:31:37 GMT -5
She looked at him slightly hurt. It felt like he was shutting her out. Which if he was she could understand. She had just randomly kissed him without any thought. She turned her head to stare out over the water, "Very well then. Perhaps it would be better if I just left now. I'm sure you came to relax and my presence doesnt help with that at all."
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 25, 2006 21:36:53 GMT -5
"Shut up Zora. You were here first. No idea why you get that way. Just do what you have to do." he got out of the water and sat down on the grass, shaking his head and just running a hand through his hair. "Do you know where my sister is? Suddenly I miss her and I don't feel like sensing her. I will if I have to though, but it's easier if I know exactly where she is."
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 25, 2006 21:40:14 GMT -5
"Don't tell me to shut up Alder. Why you feel the need to is beyond me. And if I did what I had to do, things would be alot different." She watched him get up and move out of the water tot he grass. She thought for a few moments and then did the same, she grabbed her towel from nearby and wrapped it around herself, "I think she may be at the Tower with Rionos. They were there when I left earlier."
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 25, 2006 21:44:42 GMT -5
"Oh alright. The Tower. Makes sense. I think Malachi made the Tower's inhabitants harder to trace aura-wise." Alder just rolled his eyes. "I mean to what you have to in the spring Zora. Whatever you're talking about I don't particularly care to know of. I think I'm going to speak to my sister now. I miss her and I want to see my neice and nephew now. I haven't seen them for a long time it feels."
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Post by Zora Lee on Aug 25, 2006 21:49:13 GMT -5
She nodded, "Yes he did. Or atleast thats what I have been told. I dont speak to Malachi much." She ignored him rolling his eyes and spoke rather venomously, "I didnt mean anything except that I would have left the hollow a long time ago. Then perhaps things would be different for me. I have already said my peice about anything between us. Tell Niessa hello and she probably wont seem me for awhile." She felt bad for the slight attitude she had cocked but she was in a rather foul mood now.
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Post by Alder Zotithla on Aug 25, 2006 21:52:21 GMT -5
"Oh boohoo. You tell her yourself. I'm not a messenger for you. I'm a messenger for my family only, and you're not family. I'll be with my sister or Rionos, or someone who isn't you. Good luck with yourself you idiot. I could never fall in love with you. Can't believe I did once upon a time but I'm past that now. I'd be stuck with you now had I done something about it now. I wouldn't want that by any means." He growled at her attitude and just faded away.
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