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Post by Marcus Viktor King on Jun 8, 2006 15:05:10 GMT -5
"Thanks. Happend a long time ago. It still hurts but I am slowly becoming numb to it. I miss my sons..wonder at times what they would grow up to be, what they would look like, or if they would be married by now. But I have to hope they are in a better place. And I was there, I had just left about an hour before to get somethings for the boys new project. They wanted to raise goats. I never understood why but that's what they wanted." He made a face, 'I can't imagine loosing my reaction to pain. But the again you said you have endured alot of it." He eyed him, "You aren't on good terms with her are you?"
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Post by Fenrir King on Jun 8, 2006 15:09:06 GMT -5
"Little boys are strange. Just the other day I dug an eight foot deep hole in the backyard for Sirius and he comes to realize he doesn't want to do whatever it was he had planned before. Perhaps we might back a pool type thing there, since I've already started." He nodded and ran a hand through his hair."I like the fact that sometimes pain doesn't bother me, especially with small cuts, it helps. Makes it easier to deal, and as for me and my mother, were not on good terms no. When she tells you she's a horrible mother and hasn't done her job, you tend to question why you should even give her a chance." Most everyone knew the relationship between him and Nailana. No one tried with him, not even his father, it was one subject they left alone and he appreciated that, however, Marcus had not done that the last time they were around from what he remembered. Let's see if he'd bring it up again.
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Post by Marcus Viktor King on Jun 8, 2006 15:15:05 GMT -5
He nodded, "My boys were the strangest. I remember once they tried to ride chickens. It didnt work and they ended up regretting it. I miss that at times, not knowing what to expect. Maybe one day I'll have kids again. Who knows?" He scratched at a place on his arm, 'I guess it could be good to be numb to it. But the bad thing is never knowing just how serious a wound is. And as for your relationship with Mom, can't blame you one bit. Not sure where I stand with her either. I've done alot of thinking while I was gone and the one question that keeps poping up is why did she give me up." He wasn't pushing the subject of their mother with him. Not when he himself was unsure of his feelings about things.
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Post by Fenrir King on Jun 8, 2006 15:20:27 GMT -5
He laughed and just shook his head."This is coming from a man who practically defended her tooth and nail. It's obvious that they were probably young and she didn't know what to do. I mean, isn't that usually the story with those things? I don't care what happened between you and her." He nodded seriously."She's already given me her whole, I failed you as a mother because she let me get kidnapped right under her nose. All I wanted was a mother and all she gave me was this or that on how she was a bad one. Oh well. We don't all need mothers I figure."
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Post by Marcus Viktor King on Jun 8, 2006 15:23:52 GMT -5
He laughed, "Yeah but thast before I had time to really think. I was too caught up in the excitement of having found out where I come from. Don't get me wrong she is still my mother as much as she is yours and I'd defend her to anyone. But Not sure of how I feel about what they did in the past. I jsut want the truth is all." HE shrugged, "I could deal with having a mother. One who doesnt act like she does sometimes. Perhaps one day for both of us it will work out. PErhasp she'll step up and not feel sorry for herself. But only time will tell with that."
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Post by Fenrir King on Jun 8, 2006 15:31:57 GMT -5
"Good luck with that Marcus because I'm not looking to that day anytime soon and I'm not trying anymore. I've told everyone I gave up on that a long time ago." he smiled and just looked around for awhile."You can welcome her with open arms whenever she does what it is she does for you, but I gave her that chance a long time ago. It's gone and passed. Is that all you want to talk about? Or is that all you have in your history?" He scratched the back of his neck.
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Post by Marcus Viktor King on Jun 8, 2006 15:35:51 GMT -5
He wasn't sure why Fenrir disliked him. He had never really done anything to him but then again if he just found out he had a brother from no where he would probably be acting the same. He shook his head and remounted Felix, "No I guess thats all. I'll leave you alone now Fenrir. Don't worry I am not trying to make you accept her, she brougth this all on her self." HE adjusted felix's reins and nodded, "I have some business to attend too. I will see you later." He nodded to him and then sent Felix barreling down the road.
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Post by Fenrir King on Jun 8, 2006 15:38:19 GMT -5
"Ah, the good old, ride away and let that be that deal." He shook his head."No one ever thinks a simple hug from family to family member can solve things. Man I need to get out of here for awhile." Sighing, he just took Apollo by the collar and picked the dog up in his arms, grabbed the rest of his things and faded home to go get Kat and Sirius so they could go out somewhere as a family for awhile, away from all of this.
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