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Post by Nailana King on Jan 19, 2006 23:34:50 GMT -5
She looked at him sadly, "Hurt because of what? Because your fuckign wife was kidnapped and pratically raped. God damn it why can't you understand that? IS it so hard to believe that your the only fucking man I would willingly sleep with? That I would want to have a kid with? What in the hell do you want me to do Hannibal? I can't take it back, if I could I would. I love Arinna, she is my daughter, but I had never ment to have her. Do you ever wonder who the first person I thought about was when I discovered what Zokar had done? I wondered what you would say to me or do. I was even worried you would hate me or leave me. Well so far it's come pretty close. You may not hate me but you have pretty much damn near left me when I fuckign needed someone the most. And the onyl fucking people who care to even believe me in our family is Zora and Marcus! I dont want a divorce Hannibal I just want my fucking life back. Even if the majority of them look at me with disgust." She felt a tear slide down her cheek and she cursed herself.
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Post by Hannibal King on Jan 19, 2006 23:47:05 GMT -5
"Must be the story of your life, right?" He glared at her. "Because you seem to get raped constantly by everyone." He didnt want to hear this, he really didnt. "I've heard the story, thanks. You've told me, but you know what I'm not ready to deal with it. You think it's fun to come back after three fucking thousand years to find out your wife was alive AND has a kid REGARDLESS of how it came around? Do you think it's fun to spend almost two thousand years mourning over the woman you love, and one day like a fucking phantom she comes back into your life going 'Hey I'm alive and I have this kid..but it's not like you think!! I was raped.' For crying out loud, put on a chastity belt because rape seems to be your fucking past time, by now. I dont know why Mae and the others dont speak to you, but I you know my reasons. And no matter what I say or do, it fucking hurts! So if you wanna leave go ahead. I mourned for you for more two thousand years , and I can mourn two thousand more."
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Post by Nailana King on Jan 19, 2006 23:59:59 GMT -5
She looked at him coldly, "Oh yes woe as me I'm just so rapable. How long are you going to put it off Hannibal? How long am I supposed to fucking endure your cold stares and the lonely nights when I need you most? What the fuck do you want me to do? Go back in time and stop it all? Well I can't! No i don't know what it's like but I imagine its pretty hard. You forget that I once was in love with someone and lost them. Adn I had to mourn them. And then you fucking came along and turned my world upside down. And then that person came back. I might not had to endure it for that period of time but I know hwo the fuck it feels. And this right here..this between you and me. It feels like I have to mourn over you. And another thing, do you think I mean to be raped? I'm so sorry im not as strong as you are. I'm sorry that there are times when Im vulnerable or want to protect my family. One thing you never knew was I was given the choice once to end everything. To stop the rapes by Salaz. But at a price. My sister would had to have endure it. And if I could go back and change it. I wouldn't because my family actually means something to me." She grit her teeth, "You may not want to face it Hannibal. But whether you like it or not, your going to have to." She knew she would piss him off and she knew he would probably take his cowardly way out and just leave. She'd let him, but she wouldn't endure this for to much longer.
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Post by Hannibal King on Jan 20, 2006 0:08:07 GMT -5
"Yes, you're VERY rapable actually." He shook his head. "Oh yeah, getting rape is protecting your family? Protecting your family would have been telling your father instead of enduring that shit because how do you know your disgusting brother didnt rape your sister too? And for the record I DID know. I found your fucking journals and I read most of them. And you know what, whether you like it or not, I'm not changing. I havent come to terms with this shit so I'm not ready to just give in just yet. Not for you and not for anyone. So you either accept that I NEED TIME. And that until then I'll act this way, or you can leave now and save yourself the torture I'm and everyone else is making you go through. But if you do decide to leave then.." He grabbed her arm and pulled her towards him, and kissed her roughly, letting his lips brush against hers and then moved his tongue rhymically in her mouth, pressing against her body, feeling his own heat rise, but immediately he pulled away and sat back down. "I'm going to sleep now." And closed his eyes.
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Post by Nailana King on Jan 20, 2006 0:18:10 GMT -5
"Tell my father? Don;t you think I did that? And after that Salaz threatened me with worse things. Like killing me, or killing my sister. He even went as far as saying he would kill Tristan and my Rue. Do you think I would want them to get killed because I wanted to be safe. You should fucking know by now that my safety does not matter when it comes to those I love. And if he did rape her..believe me I'll go find someway to bring him back to life and torture him wrose then you ever did. And don't you dare bring up the fact that I didn't take action agaisnt him with the thing with Fenrir. Because back then i was still to fuckign scared of him. But if I could change it you wouldn't haev gotten all the fun." She was rocked to the core when he stood suddenly and kissed her forcefully. She didnt know what to do at first but then his touch and the sweet taste of his lips ignited the fire within her. She returned his kiss meeting his tongue with her own and pressing against him as he held her tightly. But he pulled away and left her panting and wanting more. She looked at him with a mixture of passion, hurt and anger, "Two months Hannibal. If you havent come to terms with it by then, well then i'll think of what im going to do then."
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Post by Hannibal King on Jan 20, 2006 0:25:32 GMT -5
"Mhm. Yeah..I'm sure someone would have." He shrugged and kept his eyes closed and then started laughing. "Yeah, whatever you say. You beat Salaz now, I'll have to see it to believe it. If you didnt get enough strength from knowing the atrocities your brother did to Fenrir and Maezyl, back then you would get it now." He got comfortable. "Oh yeah, I got LOTS of fun. Killed your brother and then I have Severus inhabit me, yes LOTS of fun." He gruffed. "Do what you have to. Do what's best for you, nothing's going to change what's happened, and nothing's going to change that I still love you. Now if you dont have anything else to say, mind either shutting up or leaving? I want to sleep."
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Post by Nailana King on Jan 20, 2006 0:35:35 GMT -5
"Go to hell Hannibal! Go to hell and just fuck yourself because I know I fucked up with that. And I do regret that and I do go through everyday thinking about how I should have been a better fucking mother to him. Alot has changed for me since all this shit happened. I have changed. But of course you choose every moment we speak to throw that in my face. Because I know that Fenrir was kidnapped because of my carelessness and you went psycho because I didn't get revenge on my brother for our children. Well excuse the fuck out of me for thinking I wasn't capable enough to face someone who next to you child me to the bone." She looked at him angrily and kicked him as ahrd as she could, "Why are you doing this? Why are you being such a fucking dick?" She knelt down beside him staring at him angrily, "And since you dismiss this so easily there is one more thing I would like to say.." Her gaze softened and then it was her turn to kiss him roughly, pressing against him, and letting her lips do all the speaking she had no words for.
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Post by Hannibal King on Jan 20, 2006 0:40:52 GMT -5
He didnt even flinch when she kicked him, and he stood in his current position. "If you seem to be suffering from memory loss it was YOU who mentioned that shit first. But that's great to know, because the dickwad was your brother just like your son, you chose your brother over your son? Is that what you're trying to say because that's how it sounds like to me." He laughed. "Wow....poor Fenrir....I hope he NEVER finds out." He felt her lips on him and he wasnt going to turn away, he kissed her back but when she pulled away he didnt move any further. "Is that all? Can I sleep finally? Or does her bitchiness want to hit and kick at me some more?"
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Post by Nailana King on Jan 20, 2006 0:51:07 GMT -5
She growled angrily and then drew her fist back and without a second thought let it fly towards his face. Hitting him in the jaw she laughed coldly, "Fuck you Hannibal. If this is how it's going to be then forget it. I'll leave and you can proceded to forget me. I don't need this shit. I love my son and I love my daughters, Hell I even love your kids. And if they ask why it all ended, you can tell them it's because.. You can jsut make something up. I'm sure you will anyway. So Go on your highness and go to fucking sleep. And here take this as well", She had found her ring one day while cleaning up. She had put it on because she had still held out hope. But now with this, she didnt want it or him. She pulled it off and tossed it at his feet, ''God knows I fucking love you Hannibal King But I refuse to be mocked or put up with this shit. So go on go back to sleep. But remember this when you go back to your precious Tower. I wont be there and You drove me away." She felt the burn of tears and for once she held them off. She refused to give in to them. She squared her shoulders and turned and without a second thought she disappeared.
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Post by Hannibal King on Jan 20, 2006 0:58:18 GMT -5
He felt the punch and growled sexually. "Love you rough women." And he laughed to himself. When he knew she was gone he opened his eyes and bent forward picking up her ring. He looked at it. "Yeah, blame me, I wasnt the one who was thinking of leaving, in the first place." His demounar changed. "But if that's the case, goodbye Nailana." He pulled off his chain and put her ring on it. "Hope you find happiness somewhere." He refused to let this affect him. He was affected by her for far too long already, and this time, it would be different. He sat back against the tree, closed his eyes and went to sleep, even against the pain he was feeling in his heart.
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