Zora Lee
Vampire
Sorceress
Daughter of Salaz and Dera
Posts: 453
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Post by Zora Lee on Feb 20, 2007 1:09:04 GMT -5
She followed him, remembering the days when he would run in and out of the trees and she would yell at him to slow down and wait. Now she was still following him, except he had changed alot since then. "It is a rather important question. One I had hoped to put off for a long time." She gathered herself and spoke quietly, "When you were younger did you ever want a father? Did you ever wander why you didn't have one?"
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Post by Dorian Lee on Feb 20, 2007 19:33:14 GMT -5
"Well, let's see, I didn't have one, and I still don't have one. Sure, it would have been nice to have a father like all the other kids. I mean, I'm fine with just having a mother. I assumed that either my father doesn't want anything to do with me, or he's dead and no one wanted to tell me." Dorian shrugged.
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Zora Lee
Vampire
Sorceress
Daughter of Salaz and Dera
Posts: 453
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Post by Zora Lee on Feb 20, 2007 21:17:18 GMT -5
She sighed slightly relieved that he was not angry that he never had one. But the story wasn't over yet. "It's not that he died, or didn't want to be with you, but it was because I didn't want to tell you. You remember I told you that your father was a mean man. Well truth is I don't even know who he is. I was raped. And then I found out I was pregnant. And I couldn't blame the child created for that mans actions. It wasn't your fault. So I chose to keep you and raise you like I was raised. Loved and wanted."
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Post by Dorian Lee on Feb 20, 2007 21:28:24 GMT -5
The words hit painfully, each one like a stone thrown at him. So, that's what his story was. "I...was unplanned? Forced upon you then?" He eyed her and just looked away. "So basically the only reason you kept me is basically so you didn't have to kill me, that's it, isn't it? I would have rather been told my father was dead and was never coming back than to have not a single clue, other than the fact that I was made out of violence, out of something bad."
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Zora Lee
Vampire
Sorceress
Daughter of Salaz and Dera
Posts: 453
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Post by Zora Lee on Feb 20, 2007 21:31:41 GMT -5
She waited for his reaction and expected everything. She sighed, "Yes Dorian you were unplanned but not forced upon me. I kept you because I wanted you. I wanted to raise you as I had been raised. I WANTED YOU. I couldn't kill something that was apart of me. Yes you were created from a violent act, but that doesn't change that I love you. You are my son and I wanted to give you the best. I wanted the world for you. I wanted to give you everything. I still do."
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Post by Dorian Lee on Feb 20, 2007 21:35:04 GMT -5
"A part of you. That's why I'm still here. I don't think you're a bad person or anything, but don't try and make me seem like a gift. I wasn't a gift. I wasn't wrapped up and put in a box. Some man acted upon you and as a result, I was made. You should have just lied to me, even if I wanted to know the truth."
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Zora Lee
Vampire
Sorceress
Daughter of Salaz and Dera
Posts: 453
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Post by Zora Lee on Feb 20, 2007 21:39:19 GMT -5
She sighed sadly, "Dorian I know it's alot to take on but I can't lie. Not about this. There are to many lies in this world. You deserve to know the truth. I thought about just lieing but even though the truth hurts you know that I wanted you no matter what. I found out the hard way that my real parents were bastards who kidnapped my adopted mother and her brother and beat them cruely. But she still loved me despite them and I still love you despite how you were brought about."
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Post by Dorian Lee on Feb 20, 2007 23:19:09 GMT -5
"Yeah, makes me feel all warm inside. Just...forget it. I don't even want to eat anymore." He sighed and rubbed his ear. "Whoever he is, he's an elf. But I'm sure the whole family will love me despite what I am, you know, an abomination." Dorian sighed and looked around. "Look, I know where I have to go home tomorrow. I'll be in, whenever. I need to be alone right now. See you later mom." He looked at her one last time and just faded.
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Zora Lee
Vampire
Sorceress
Daughter of Salaz and Dera
Posts: 453
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Post by Zora Lee on Feb 20, 2007 23:23:59 GMT -5
She sighed sadly, "This isn't how it was suppose to happen." She watched him disappear and gave him a small wave as he did so. She needed to talk to Alder or Niessa or someone. She needed someone to tell her that Dorian wouldn't hate her. She just needed to be alone. She didn't want to go home just yet. She wanted to go to the cliffs and look out over SRH and just think for awhile. She wiped a stray tear from her eye, "Your not an abomination Dorian. You're my son." She sighed once more and the disappeared as well.
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