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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 0:53:42 GMT -5
She turned back to him, "Sweetie, i cant think of any other way to think. I've been close to dieing many times, but not as close as this time." She laughed, "Funny thing is, seeing you helped me cling to what litlte life I had left. That and thinkign about Maezyl and Salandra, they are my girls and I owe them." She sighed, "I know i shouldnt have..I regret it and would like nothign more than to appologise. I think that was actually a bit of Salaz coming out in me that day." She cringed at the thought and turned back to watch Maezyl, wondering if she was going to stay over there all night, but thinking if she did that it would be her own fault.
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Post by Hannibal King on Jul 9, 2005 0:56:34 GMT -5
"Fair enough princess, but you arent dead. So no need to think like that." He too watched Maezyl, then turned back to Nailana. "You know, maybe I should start searching for Salandra, she needs to see her mother too." He kissed the top of Nailana's head then brought her hand to his lips and kissed it. He got up and kissed the top of Maezyl's head. "You both behave yourselves. I'll be back as soon as I find Salandra."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 0:57:40 GMT -5
"Dad wait...dont go, stay.." She watched as he walked away and sighed slightly. She turned back to Nailana but cringed. "What happened?..." She asked with a sad tone in her voice.
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:00:11 GMT -5
She nodded and watched him leave, then looked at Maezyl when she spoke finally. She saw the slight cringe and wondered if it was because Maezyl didnt want to be there or if she looked as terrible as she felt. "I had a run in with my brother. He got mad that i killed his fiance...she deserved it the bitch." She smiled sadly at Maezyl, "You dont have to stay if you dont want to Mae."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:01:48 GMT -5
She just shrugged her shoulders. "I'll stay, nowhere to go really." She turned to look at her again, but this time for longer. "So you killed the Horse shit looking bitch." She laughed slightly. "Good, because it'll save a lot of people from looking at her ugliness." She nodded.
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:04:58 GMT -5
She laughed at Maezyl's description of Assondra but nto for long..The laugh turned into a grimace of pain and a sharp curse, "Thats what I said to Salaz. That she looked like horse shit. But i msotly did it becuase i was mad at myself, only reason i went out looking for Salaz as well."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:07:51 GMT -5
"You were mad at yourself?...Was it because of what happened in the hotel room between dad, you, and..." she grimaced, trying to control her anger. "...Van?"
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:09:58 GMT -5
She nodded, "I'm not proud of myself for that, i shouldnt have said any of it. I want to fix it as well. God it didnt hit me till after I said it, what I had said was inexcusable, and I knew you would be mad. But yes, I was angry, angry enough to get myself killed."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:13:02 GMT -5
She just remained silent, knowing herself well enough that she would end up blowing up on her. "Maybe next time you wont search for him when you're angry. Even I know that anger can cloud you, and if it clouded you into a state where you'd insult and bereft, belittle and and make the being that I love so angry, what made you think you could handle your shit-eating brother?"
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:16:47 GMT -5
She shrugged, "I wanted to get out of here and move on, and not have you guys bothering with me anymore. I fucked up, big time, and I want nothign mroe than to fix things. I thoght that if I killed Salaz then i could get out of here. Salandra wouldnt come with me either, she thinks that I would have ben runing my life, but sitting here and thinking these past few days. I fI had left, I wouldnt haev lasted very long, I would have bee overcome ith sadnessm and regret. Then eventually wase away."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:19:31 GMT -5
"Man, you really dont think much of yourself. Everyone is pissed off when things dont go there way, but running from your problems doesnt solve anything." She turned around. "It's bad enough that you insulted Van, but trying to run from us too? It's nice to know how much you really care." She got up, while shaking her head.
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:24:28 GMT -5
She moved to stand, wincing as she did so. It was the first time she had stood since the encounter and only did so becuase she didnt want Maezyl to think that. "I care aout you alot Maezyl. I ran becuase I didnt want to cause you gusy anymore trouble. Yes I think horribly of myself, but that comes from years of solitude and a not so great childhood. I regret my actions Maezyl, I'd give anything to go back and fix them." She walked towards her hunched over a bit and one of her arms cluthing her ribs, "I realize that saying I'm sorry wont work this time. But I'll make it up to you and To Vandos."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:30:33 GMT -5
She was getting angrier with Nailana's words, they were all just petty excuses. She turn to her staring at her harshly. "Cut the bullshit Nailana. You ran because you fucking wanted too! Even you deep down know you're not a burden or anything like that. And we would have just dealt. But no! You opt to fucking run away, without fixing things with my dad who is the supposed love of your life. And Vandos! I still cant fucking believe you called him 'Demon Boy' WHAT THE FUCK NAILANA?! You were being a selfish bitch, and I dont care WHAT you say. Shit, I had a fucked up childhood, Nai. My mother fucking sold me off to the highest bidder to get power and climb the ranks but you dont see me running away when I have arguments. If that were the case I would have fucking ran like a fucking coward when I had my first argument with Van. BUT I FUCKING DIDNT!" She crossed her arms.'"'Demon boy'..." She just shook her head. "You know that Demon Boy is going to be a constant in my life, and the chances of him forgiving you or even liking you are slim to none, and you know what, I cant fucking blame him! You insulted him and his heritage! You dont see me going around calling people "Slayer ass" or even calling you 'Half blood girl.' That was beyond disrespectful, but you know what, if you want to run away from your problem go the fuck ahead. Because NO MATTER where you go the same shit will happen. And what is the result from you trying to run...YOU ALMOST GET FUCKING KILLED!" She felt tears well up. "I almost fucking lost someone I love like my mother because she was being a god damn fucking selfish BITCH!"
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Post by Nailana King on Jul 9, 2005 1:37:47 GMT -5
She sighed and didnt move for awhile. Finally she looked up with a few tears in her eyes as well, she started to move forward but ofund it hrut to much s she stood there looking at Maezyl, "Your right Mae, absolutely right. I am selfish, I didnt think. But you haev to understand me. I know they all sound like excuses, and they very well may be, but I've never had a family. Not a real family that would feel the results of my actions. I guess in a way in scares me. I Love your father, I do. And i love you and Salandra, and the unknown child of your dads. If Vandos hates me, then it is my own fault, I'll deal and try my best to not do anythign to make him angry. I know he loves you, and I was so stupid for saying what i did."
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Post by Maezyl King on Jul 9, 2005 1:39:52 GMT -5
"Scared? That's a fucking understatement. I've never had a family either but I'm not running away when the chance comes." She sighed, trying to control her breathing. "You'll apologize to him, Nailana, and then I'll take care of the rest. But I swear if you're ever as fucking selfish as running away, I'll come after you and then you'll sorry!" She gave her a semi-serious look as she walked over to her, trying to help her stand.
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